Alone

Im alone and so is every other person on this planet. I have grown people, married one,tried to love many, tried to reach out to many,yet still I am alone, back to dust I will go , I hope my soul continues, at one time I knew. That interconnection is lost. I lost it for myself. Energy can neither be created of destroyed right? Why do I feel so distroyed now ? I miss my mother I miss my husband I miss my friends. Tonight was fun but sad . I got drunk, said something stupid and he could not forgive nr for if. Did not want to fight for it. I emwould fight for him Always,